Sometimes I really feel like I'm caught in between two worlds.
I'm don't feel like a kid, but I definitely don't feel like an adult.
I'm don't feel like a Catholic, but my attempts at being a Buddhist have been a fail.
I'm not simply a casual jogger, but I'm not really much of a competitive runner anymore.
I'm not a real vegetarian because I still eat fish.
I don't stay up late and I don't sleep in.
I'm not a fan of action movies and I'm not a fan of predictable, cheesy romantic comedies.
I stress out when I have too much too do, yet I don't know what to do with myself when I finally have down time.
I say that I want to travel, but packing and getting out of my daily routine causes me stress and anxiety.
I'm living in this little bubble of reality called college, where although I am "on my own," I am not an adult. I am not paying rent or taxes or even for my groceries.
I'm a Cath-uddist and a Pescatarian. I'm simply a dedicated runner and college student who actually enjoys getting up early. The list of movies that I think are truly great is a somewhat short one. Deep down inside, I don't think that I actually want to travel. I want to continue to wake up at the same time every morning, run, go to class, do homework, go to bed early, and then do it all over again the next day.
I'm not sure where I am going with this post. But I know that this quote is one that I really should try to utilize in my life.

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