I'm scared to get injured again and I'm scared that my legs and hips will never stop being tight/sore/achy like they have been for a month straight.
I'm scared that I'm too anxious and too obsessive compulsive and too unwilling to change.
But I know that I can overcome all of these fears and concerns because I really have no other choice than too. Eventually, I will be done with college and student teaching and be out in the real world. My body will do whatever it wants to do so all that I can do is take care of it to the best of my ability. If I ever want to be spontaneous or travel or get out of my comfort zone, I'm the only one that can make that happen.
I don't know where I am going with this post. All that I know is what the question "what are you afraid of?" presents itself, the furthest things from my mind are those that are the most common or obvious choices, such as spiders, drowning, death, ghosts, etc. I'm scared of the uncertainty of the future. But I'm excited about it too.
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