It's about to downpour

I really want to work on writing my novel, but it sounds like too much thinking.
I really want to scrapbook, but it sounds like too much time and effort. 
I really want to do stuff to prepare for student teaching, but I have no idea what I could even do. 

So instead I'll just eat and workout and go to work at Dairy Queen and waste my free time with mindless activities such as Pinterest and Facebook and unnecessary shopping trips because, well, I'm on summer vacation and I guess that I deserve a break.

BUT that problem is that I feel like I can't take a break and be unproductive.  Which is why I've also been doing a lot of cleaning and organizing and dishes (so my dad doesn't have to clean them like he always does).  

This summer just feels weird. And different. And confusing (so far at least).  Then again, it's only Monday of week #2 of summer vacation.  I can't wait until Alyssa finally comes home from school so she can partake in these random shopping excursions with me.